Sunday, February 22, 2009

stuck

I'm not moving anywhere right now. I dearly want to move forward in this life, bettering myself and all that. But lately for some reason, I'm being reminded of things in the past and sins that I thought I had overcome and been healed from. But maybe I haven't. It's disgustingly amazing to see how much bitterness can pour out from the tiniest and most trivial thing. And in most cases it doesn't matter to anyone else in this whole universe, just yourself. Why do I do this.

But when I look at something like this, you can actually attempt to feel a bit of the sheer infinitude of this universe. Of God's power. And in proportion, my smallness. My insignificance. And it blows away my pretty little noggin, every single time.



Turn your eyes upon Jesus
Look full in His wonderful face
And the things of the earth will grow strangely dim
In the light of His glory and grace